Addiction

Is it possible to get really addicted to the www? Or even to the search through the blogs of the globalized world to find something that might be similar to yours. Could it be even more compulsive than television? (…)

 

Nice perspective

Young, cute and so sexy.

After a long walk through a park we arrived at one apartment and talked. Not so deeply and actually not that much.  But I was captivated by this body. Everything seems at the right place and there are tattoos at the right positions. Beautiful. Hot!!! I never thought that I could think about a person like that and furthermore I can’t stop to imagine, kissing, touching and feeling. So close but in the same way so far away.

Unexpected

Getting up, reading mails and receiving a new massage from a community member; opening the connection to the www and diving into another world. Letting of the scheduled plan and …

23 years old, stranger than my life I suppose but interesting. Writing massages to meet eventually. Dyed Black hair, tall, strict and old face if not smiling. Otherwise sweet and young, maybe too young?

Reading the characteristics, finding a “my space” page, opening this one and listening to music that sounds familiar. Reminds me of someone else’s music but I can’t define whose one. Slow but with computer generated backgrounds and sometimes touching.

Is it possible to find some one through the www? I never imagined joining this kind of communities but some time ago I have been entering the page and the community. Is it because of the anonymity or the unreal world? You can create your own life how you wanted it to be but if you are willing to find someone you will be honest. Won’t you? But what is to be honest? Don’t we betray even ourselves? Everybody lies. Completeness axiom?

So, writing massages, finding connections. Always one side can discover more before the meeting than the other. The one who already get to know more about the other person will get a cutout of the person and the question which arises is: Is it possible to create already a fixes, irrevocable picture of the other one? And due to this, is it possible to encounter this person exempt from any presumptions the first time?

Let’s see where this story is going to be ending …